... some kind of perfection...

Well... things are not really the way they seem to be... but if you
try a little bit more you 'll be able to see them my way... ideal,
looking by my inside view... outside... it's uncomfortable... but I
close my eyes...
Now I'm tired and watching "Corpse Bride"... In front of the Xmass
tree... on the floor where I'm going to sleep...
Tommorow I'll smile again... even if I'm not choosing what's
comfortable for me... easiness sometimes have to wait...
Not perfect... but i deserve that "some kind of perfection"...